Saturday, March 1, 2008

always come when unwanted

Ever have the experience that when u want something and it is not there but when you don't need it,it is there !!

When I woke up last Tuesday, I found out that my vocal cord wasn't working and I can't speak a proper word. :(
It was really a shock,I'm so worried as in another 2 days I was supposed to give my final graduation presentation. How if my voice can't heal on time? Can i still graduate?

It was Wednesday and I still can't speak. Not only me, my sensei was also very worried about me. As the last resort,i tried everything.

I medicine sprayed my throat almost every hour
I had traditional Pei Pa Kao from Msia
I consumed lots of Hacks and Vicks
I applied super mask
I tried not to talk the whole day
I ate flu pills
My friend guide me to the clinic in my school and all the doctor said that even i go to hospital i can't heal on within one day !! but still I in believe in miracle...

Now here is the tricky part, I so hard wanna tried constrain myself from talking but god just didn't allow...

Ever had those lonely days when u hoped someone will call u but no one did? But now at the moment I just hoped that no one will call me. But...

ring! ring ! In the morning my mom called from overseas.She seldom call me at this time so it must be something very important. No reason not to pick up,right?
Then in the evening there is this friend M called. In the phone I told him I'm hurt and can't speak properly but his response was don't play a fool la...say properly la...i got something important to ask la...
aisyhh...do I appear like someone who likes to play such joke ? ..think of it...maybe yes.. This made me recall the story of a guy who always lied and at the end nobody believe him.

then continue to the late evening, another 2 persons called...at this point I can't believe why there are so good in the timing. At least, they were better as they ended their conversation fast when they realized i'm sick. At night when i was just trying to sleep earlier another guy called...

I forced myself to talk so many times and went to sleep thinking that there must be no chance i will be cured tomorrow.

The next morning, i didn't try to talk. I saved my voice until almost last minute then woooohaaaa....my voice is back but of course is not 100% !! I was soooo happpyyyy and really so thankful to god that i can speak. Somehow managed to handled my presentation but can't give my best but at least better than can't even present at all, right??

phew...felt a huge boulder is off my shoulder...I can finally confirm my graduation now, i guess :)

The next day, my nightmare continue...i received more calls than normal..so strange...i bet no one will call me when im healed later..hehehe

Anyway now I'm looking forward to my coming overseas holiday and really hope that by that time my throat can heal 100% ...

group photo after my final graduation presentation.Can u find me inside there?

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

poor ahboon :(
hope u will get well soon.

Anonymous said...

that wut you got when saw too many av hahaha

Anonymous said...

When I listened to your voice on the phone,it made me feel that you made your voice intentionally
Ya...
you always looked healthy and it is very difficult to believe you will totally lost your voice until that extend.
PITY BOON!!

YOUR FRIEND M(^^)

stevelee67 said...

wah..why so many anonymous...

>M
hehe..ある意味でいいことよね。。いつも元気だといわれて:)

Anonymous said...

Still think you should have asked for a magic kiss from the lady doctor....

Kelly said...

take care lo..

どりてぃんドリーム said...

先っちょのドリル具合がいいって言われたw
イイ仕事になりそうだし、手術はしばらくヤメとくよヽ(´ー`)ノ
http://8e8ae.net/chinpre/